Some of what I have to say will reiterate what other staff members have to say, but I think it's important that I weigh in my opinion too.
I'll start this off blunt, ijet. You're a toxic player. While I understand that you might be bullied by other people that's no excuse for your behavior in game. Simply monitoring your behavior the past few months has shown that you're more than eager to start drama within global and then stroke the ensuing flames. While this might be enjoyable for you it's important to remember that other people also play on this server to have fun and try to take their mind off of the troubles of their lives. Furthermore, you're never willing to own up for your own actions. For instance, you made it a point to harass different staff members with the /hire command (as seen in these screenshots:
https://gyazo.com/cbca4696e6f01281e4e3dd2b517edcc4 https://i.imgur.com/gWYTyDP.png), when confronted by staff about it you simply said "No I'm not." Hell, I'd even say that this trend is continuing into this ban appeal with you claiming that you were banned for chat rules, that's not entirely the case. The underlying issue here is respecting other people on the server, not whether or not you said anything profane.
Early on certain staff members have tried being nice to you (I'm sure you know who they are) and in return you've only shown a disrespectful and entitled attitude towards them. In turn staff started coming down on you harder due to that behavior in hopes that it would get through to you to behave; it didn't. As time went on this devolved into an issue where you would ignore staff and staff would ban you over and over for the same things. While you claim that "you won't do it again" you've shown no signs of changing your behavior. Nay, you've shown no signs of
trying to improve your behavior. Unfortunately, global chat is a collateral in these bouts. If you're wondering why some players on the server are alienated from you this is why, you constantly make what is supposed to be a pleasant experience bad.
My verdict on this matter is that due to the gravity of your behavior you should think long and hard about your ban appeal. You won't make it far here, or in life, if you continuously promise to change your behavior and then show no signs of changing. As is, I'm content with leaving you permabanned for the aforementioned reasons. See if you can change my mind with a better ban appeal.